The girl of my dreams

I'm always grateful for the things I have, but in recent years it was in God plans to meet this girl, the one girl i will always love, i'm not only saying this because i'm the typical guy who is in love and thinks that will always be with one girl and when the time comes he turn into someone  that will regret everything he though about love, anyways five years ago i met the most beautiful person I've ever know, she is not only the girl of my dreams, she is more than that, i learned that i met someone a lot better that the idea i had of "girl of my dreams" I met the most beautiful person from the inside as she is from the outside, loving, caring, warm, kindest person with a free spirit, a person that always took care of me. She showed me what true love is in so many different ways, getting to know her was the best that could ever happened to me, the sound of her laugh, the way she looks at me, her hair, her smile, her beautiful eyes, her skin, how she always makes me feel peaceful, and how i can have very bad day and just by thinking of her immediately changes my mood, how supported she was, i always see this things but probably i noticed those things more now that i'm not with her anymore, one thing i can say is that i will never meet someone like her, that i cannot stop loving her anymore that i can't stop breathing, I will always think that she is my soul mate, and whenever way we go we will find each other at the end, now i'm not so sure if i'm the right person for her, I know that kind a man i want to be, she inspire everything I do, and i want to be the man for her, but sometimes i think that probably is not me what she needs, and that maybe there is someone else for her better than me.

Life in the Most Visited City in the World

For a 24 year old guy who actually doesn't go out much, i have a lot to say about how life is here at the most popular international border in the world, starting for it's cultural, gastronomic and economy, this is the usually the cities that everybody wants to come so they can actually cross to United States legal or illegal , sadly there hundred of people every day waiting for a opportunity , some to live the american dream , and some of them to provide a better life for they loved ones, i been living here my whole life and have the opportunity to have a visa passport and cross often, anyways this culture is pretty much a copy of a life style you can get if you live over there, there is a lot of Latin american people that works at the united states and lived here in Tijuana, which is actually very convenient, rent will be affordable here, no like any place at USA, and dollars will be a lot more than "pesos" (Mexican currency). A lot of people that lives in this city and were born in this city have the opportunity to speak English, Like me since i was a little boy and like all people here grew up watching all kinds of american cartoons and tv shows. The Gastronomic Culture is one of the greatest things about Tijuana, I personally love the food that i can find here and specially here in Mexico, it has this special taste that you cannot find anywhere but in the Mexican lands. Newest and fast food here is the popular Food trucks that you can find in the most popular places in the city, craft beer and other things. The Economy it's been better for the last a few years due to the fact of the new soccer stadium that brings more people from the USA, and from all the republic, tourism, big companies contracting call centers, the work industry of course at a border will be always a bit better then other cities withing the country but of course more expensive to live in.

On my personal opinion, I feel very fortunate to live here or at least i like living in this city, there of course a lot of things that we can be better, or that we can change but we have a mind that doesn't forget that we are a third world country, even that we can actually more , it seems that is hidden in our subconscious and there is a invisible barrier and literally a wall not letting us to be better.  

Even is some day decide to live in a different city in Mexico, or a different continent, i will never forget where i was born and i will always proud.